cute babies and dead old woman encounters and pie... OH MY

The other night, I went in my room to try to find my book that my sister had made me of all my poems... I didn't find that... but what I did find will give you the heebie jeebies. Let me start over... for the past week or so I have been seeing this little girl in my dreams and having hallucinations of her. She keeps telling me to pray. I had no idea who this little girl was... until yesterday. Tuesday night, when I went to find my book, I found a notebook on my shelf. I thought this was weird because I cleaned my book shelf 2 weeks ago.. I had never seen that notebook in my life! I started to read it and found out that it was a journal my great grandmother had kept. She passed away in march...
I went to my grandma's house yesterday to give her the notebook.. I told her about the girl I've been seeing and she said it sounded like her mother when she was a young girl...
HOW THE HELL DID THE NOTEBOOK GET IN MY ROOM?!??
It wasn't there 2 weeks ago and no one has been in my room since then.


Yesterday, I was babysitting... I was upset and laying on the couch, when the kid came up to me and covered me with his baby blankets and gave me a kiss. He is only 16 months.. he is soooo smart for his age! He made my day 546491633749843489653153674687434518666543 times better!


I was at this place with my dad... and I hate pie. But we got this thing which was pumpkin pie and cheesecake mixed with caramel drizzled over the top. I fell in love!

heartbreaks and coffee.... wtf

So this morning I went to McDonald's to get a hot chocolate... and once again they gave me coffee. Dumbasses really need to go back to school and get an education.
I went to see The Best of Me on Saturnight (saturday night) and i must say... BEST MOVIE I HAVE EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR SEEN!


Yesterday... I was sitting in class..... when i got a text message. I checked it on my way to 7th hour... The text was from Michael... and he said we couldn't be together anymore.... and didn't give me a valid reason. 1,000,000 tears later... and it still feels like someone stabbed me in the heart then ripped it out and fed it to jeffrey dahmer.


With support from friends... i guess i'm doing okay. We're gonna talk about it in a couple days. But you know... whatever.


Dear fan,
Please.. STFU.
Sincerely,
One pissed off student.