Caution! These blogs may contain material that will potentially give you nightmares, make you cry, or make you laugh so hard you die from lack of oxygen. Enjoy!
Tuesday, December 16, 2014
best mash up ever
So someone mixed Miss Jackson and my songs know what you did in the dark together.. and made the best song ever.
List of my favorite bands and singers
AC/DC
Aerosmith
Def Leppard
Kiss
Joan Jett
Evanescence
Papa Roach
Hollywood Undead
Bullet for my Valentine
Black Veil Brides
Green Day
Asking Alexandria
Attila
Pat Benatar
Suicide Silence
Pierce the Veil
All Time Low
Framing Hanley
Falling in Reverse
Fall Out Boy
Mayday Parade
Metro Station
Panic! at the disco
Three Days Grace
Skillet
Skrillex
My Chemical Romance
3Oh!3
Of Mice and men
sleeping with Sirens
Carrie Underwood
Blake Shelton
Miranda Lambert
Luke Bryan
Brantley Gilbert
Florida Georgia Line
Dierks Bentley
Aerosmith
Def Leppard
Kiss
Joan Jett
Evanescence
Papa Roach
Hollywood Undead
Bullet for my Valentine
Black Veil Brides
Green Day
Asking Alexandria
Attila
Pat Benatar
Suicide Silence
Pierce the Veil
All Time Low
Framing Hanley
Falling in Reverse
Fall Out Boy
Mayday Parade
Metro Station
Panic! at the disco
Three Days Grace
Skillet
Skrillex
My Chemical Romance
3Oh!3
Of Mice and men
sleeping with Sirens
Carrie Underwood
Blake Shelton
Miranda Lambert
Luke Bryan
Brantley Gilbert
Florida Georgia Line
Dierks Bentley
Mitch Lucker
I have really been thinking about Mitch Lucker today. For you guys that don't know who he is... he was the lead singer of Suicide Silence. He got in a very tragic motorcycle accident on Halloween night in 2012. He passed away early in the morning the next day due to fatal injuries. His death broke a lot of his fan's hearts. He was an inspiration to many.
Then came some ignorant teenage girls...
Some people who were fans of One Direction were posting that Kenadee (Mitch's 5 year old daughter) should kill herself if she was so upset over her father's death. WHAT THE FUCK? SHE WAS 5 YEARS OLD WHEN HER FATHER WAS KILLED TRAGICALLY! YOU'RE TELLING A 5 YEAR OLD GIRL TO KILL HERSELF? HOW FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD ARE YOU?
Preppy teen girls keep calling us "emo". They are incorrect, because one.. emo is NOT a type of person. It's not really even a style. It's a type of music. People use emo to stereotype people who cut themselves. If they want to put it that way... then what about the #cutforbieber. When all those Bieber fans cut themselves because Bieber smoked pot. I wonder what they would have done if they were fans of Lil Wayne...just a thought.
RANT OVER.
Then came some ignorant teenage girls...
Some people who were fans of One Direction were posting that Kenadee (Mitch's 5 year old daughter) should kill herself if she was so upset over her father's death. WHAT THE FUCK? SHE WAS 5 YEARS OLD WHEN HER FATHER WAS KILLED TRAGICALLY! YOU'RE TELLING A 5 YEAR OLD GIRL TO KILL HERSELF? HOW FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD ARE YOU?
Preppy teen girls keep calling us "emo". They are incorrect, because one.. emo is NOT a type of person. It's not really even a style. It's a type of music. People use emo to stereotype people who cut themselves. If they want to put it that way... then what about the #cutforbieber. When all those Bieber fans cut themselves because Bieber smoked pot. I wonder what they would have done if they were fans of Lil Wayne...just a thought.
RANT OVER.
Favorite lyrics...
"I got your name tattooed in an arrow heart." ~5sos
Bottoms Up (:
Big Green Tractor ~Jason Aldean
Everyday it's still the same dull knife... stab it through and justify your pride. ~BVB knives and pens
You screamed the bridge, then I cried the verse, and our chorus came out unrehearsed. ~Mayday
Parade: If you wanted a song written about you, then all you had to do was ask.
Bottoms Up (:
Big Green Tractor ~Jason Aldean
Everyday it's still the same dull knife... stab it through and justify your pride. ~BVB knives and pens
You screamed the bridge, then I cried the verse, and our chorus came out unrehearsed. ~Mayday
Parade: If you wanted a song written about you, then all you had to do was ask.
Finals week-not my ordinary blog
So this isn't going to be one of my somewhat comical blogs; it's just kind of a venting blog. Call me crazy but I am actually kind of excited about starting finals week. This week is going to be stressful and tiring, but I will be glad when it's all done because I am leaving on Friday after school to go to California. I am getting to tour Hollywood. I am super excited and I'm hoping I might get to see a few celebrities. I am even wearing the promise ring Jake gave me for extra good luck. Here's how my week will go:
Monday: well that was a regular day, like a review day
Tuesday: an hour and a half in my favorite class for the last time. I am really going to miss this class. Especially having it first thing in the morning, because it is super easy and gets your brain working. I'm going to miss the crazy conversations, and mostly the people in the class. Everyone in here is very creative with all of them having their own creative imaginations. I'm going to miss having Chelsea sit next to me every morning. (But we're great friends and have been since like 6th grade so we will still hang.) I'm going to miss counting how many times Olivia sneezes. (she got to 9 or 10 this semester I believe) I have most of my portfolio done, I just need to write the one-act play. I honestly have no idea what to write about. I mean, I have an idea--but no clue how I can make it into a 5-10 page play. Then for the rest of the day, I have to review in each class.
Wednesday: I have 2 English finals. Please kill me. Hopefully they won't be super hard. I haven't started studying yet because I've been working on my portfolio for creative writing. I can study for that tonight. I will be babysitting after school and I can't wait until they open their Christmas gifts.
Thursday: I have an art final which I'm not very prepared for. I will study tonight. Then I have a math final which should be pretty easy cause I actually paid attention so far this year. And we get a mini cheat sheet. Then I will be babysitting.
Friday: Fashion final then leave early on the study hall final. Then possibly lunch with Alison for her birthday, and then off to California.
I am starting to get into Mayday Parade again. I stopped listening to them for a while, but I love them so I decided to start listening to them again.
Monday: well that was a regular day, like a review day
Tuesday: an hour and a half in my favorite class for the last time. I am really going to miss this class. Especially having it first thing in the morning, because it is super easy and gets your brain working. I'm going to miss the crazy conversations, and mostly the people in the class. Everyone in here is very creative with all of them having their own creative imaginations. I'm going to miss having Chelsea sit next to me every morning. (But we're great friends and have been since like 6th grade so we will still hang.) I'm going to miss counting how many times Olivia sneezes. (she got to 9 or 10 this semester I believe) I have most of my portfolio done, I just need to write the one-act play. I honestly have no idea what to write about. I mean, I have an idea--but no clue how I can make it into a 5-10 page play. Then for the rest of the day, I have to review in each class.
Wednesday: I have 2 English finals. Please kill me. Hopefully they won't be super hard. I haven't started studying yet because I've been working on my portfolio for creative writing. I can study for that tonight. I will be babysitting after school and I can't wait until they open their Christmas gifts.
Thursday: I have an art final which I'm not very prepared for. I will study tonight. Then I have a math final which should be pretty easy cause I actually paid attention so far this year. And we get a mini cheat sheet. Then I will be babysitting.
Friday: Fashion final then leave early on the study hall final. Then possibly lunch with Alison for her birthday, and then off to California.
I am starting to get into Mayday Parade again. I stopped listening to them for a while, but I love them so I decided to start listening to them again.
Tuesday, December 9, 2014
BVB
So... all of you should know by now that my all time favorite band is Black Veil Brides. They have been since like the 7th grade. That's when I officially started getting into hard rock and some screaming music. Well in 8th grade I became one of their biggest fans. Their lead singer, Andy Biersack (Six), is my role model. He doesn't take shit from anyone. Their message is basically to stand up for yourself and don't let others get you down; which their song Never Give In teaches you that lesson. When I became a fan, their image was similar to the band, Kiss. Now, they barely wear any makeup. They have gotten some hate, being called rude names such as "emo" and "faggots". Andy has gone off on a few haters at concerts. His main goal is to teach his fans to not listen to what haters have to say, and do whatever you want. They have a lot of positive messages in their music. I love all of the other band members; Ashley Purdy, Christian Coma (CC), Jeremy Ferguson (Jinxx), and Jake Pitts. They are very all very talented men. I hope on day I get the chance to meet all of them.
One day, I was shopping with some friends. All of a sudden, we saw the Black Veil Brides tour bus. I about fainted.... I saw their manager outside and he said they had a concert that night. Standing by him was Andy!!!! He was smoking a cigarette and I yelled I love you sooooo much Andy! Then he waved at me. That was one of the best days of my life.
Anyways, they are in town today and they have a concert at the Pageant. I really wanted to go.. but my mom wouldn't let me. I don't think it was the money that was an issue, she just doesn't like the band. I've tried to convince her but nope... So maybe I'll just go see their tour bus again.
One day, I was shopping with some friends. All of a sudden, we saw the Black Veil Brides tour bus. I about fainted.... I saw their manager outside and he said they had a concert that night. Standing by him was Andy!!!! He was smoking a cigarette and I yelled I love you sooooo much Andy! Then he waved at me. That was one of the best days of my life.
Anyways, they are in town today and they have a concert at the Pageant. I really wanted to go.. but my mom wouldn't let me. I don't think it was the money that was an issue, she just doesn't like the band. I've tried to convince her but nope... So maybe I'll just go see their tour bus again.
Christmas Break and finals
So I found out last night that I'm going to California for break. Well just the 19th-24th. So I will be back in time for Christmas. I am super excited because I have never been to California. My mom said that I get to go on a motorcycle ride with her friend's son. I am so excited! I hope I get to visit LA because my mom's friend lives like 20 minutes from there.
I am so not ready for finals. I feel like I will fail like all of them.
You know your life sucks when your grades start looking like the weather. 43....29.... you get the point.
I am so not ready for finals. I feel like I will fail like all of them.
You know your life sucks when your grades start looking like the weather. 43....29.... you get the point.
Monday, December 8, 2014
A Killer Among Us By: Charles Bosworth
If you have not read A Killer Among Us, you have to. It is a great book! And it's a true story, that my dad knows A LOT about. The story is based off of the murder of Elizabeth DeCaro that happened back in 1992. Richard DeCaro, (Elizabeth's husband) hired Daniel Basile to murder Elizabeth. I'm not going to get into too many details because I don't want to ruin it for you, but it was pretty awful. Elizabeth was a mother to 4 young children. Richard took them and their dog on a trip to the Ozarks for "father bonding time" while he knew all along what was about to go down. He had hired a man by the name of Daniel Basile to murder his wife. Daniel hid in their house and then on March 6, 1992 (I believe that's the correct date--don't hold that against me), Daniel shot Elizabeth twice in the back of the head, execution style, killing her and leaving behind her 4 young children. It was not sketchy at all... everyone knew something was going to go down.
My dad could tell you a ton about the murder, because he knew Elizabeth, Richard, and Daniel. My dad use to work at the same station in Old Orchard (the one across from the animal hospital that is being torn down or whatever), with Richard DeCaro. My dad is even mentioned in the book on page 123 as the employee with the loud mouth that got fired and then hired again 2 days later.
My dad could tell you a ton about the murder, because he knew Elizabeth, Richard, and Daniel. My dad use to work at the same station in Old Orchard (the one across from the animal hospital that is being torn down or whatever), with Richard DeCaro. My dad is even mentioned in the book on page 123 as the employee with the loud mouth that got fired and then hired again 2 days later.
My weekend and the latest assignment
On Friday, I went to the mall with Alison to go Christmas shopping. We got Panda Express for dinner and then some icecream. We picked out some presents. Some 50 year old dude kept asking me if I had a boyfriend and telling me I had pretty eyes. Kinda creepy.
On Saturday, I helped Alison and Elizabeth with their forensics project. I got to pretend I was dead which was...interesting.
Then on sunday I watched Coneheads for the first time
For our new assignment, we have to write a one act play. I honestly CANNOT come up with a topic. I'm thinking about writing about a murder that happened but somehow turning it into a comedy. Yea I have a twisted mind and an extremely dark sense of humor. So far I know of 2 murders I could write about.
1. The murder of Elizabeth DeCaro- My dad knows a ton about it.
2. Black Dahlia- I could somehow turn it into a comedy because.. well I can't explain it but it will have to work.
On Saturday, I helped Alison and Elizabeth with their forensics project. I got to pretend I was dead which was...interesting.
Then on sunday I watched Coneheads for the first time
For our new assignment, we have to write a one act play. I honestly CANNOT come up with a topic. I'm thinking about writing about a murder that happened but somehow turning it into a comedy. Yea I have a twisted mind and an extremely dark sense of humor. So far I know of 2 murders I could write about.
1. The murder of Elizabeth DeCaro- My dad knows a ton about it.
2. Black Dahlia- I could somehow turn it into a comedy because.. well I can't explain it but it will have to work.
Wednesday, December 3, 2014
You know what REALLY grinds my gears?
Do you know what REALLY grinds my gears?
1. When the dumbasses at McDonald's put the whipped cream on my hot chocolate when I say NO whipped cream. Uneducated dipshits.
2. People.
3. When teachers give you soooo much homework. I'm human not a god damn robot.
4. When people make fun of special needs people.
5. Pretty much EVERYTHING.
6. When people cancel plans on you for no good reason. Like your great uncle died. Well that really sucks but we were suppose to see a movie. You rude asshole.
7. The dumb ignorant poop nuggets that stand in the middle of the school hall, then get pissed when you say excuse me.
8. Old people that ask too many questions.
9. Teachers. Teachers. Every f***ing teacher.
10. Parents.
11. People that breathe.
12. Commercials.
13. We will announce the winner after the break. (translation: we will announce the winner right after you break the TV in frustration.)
14. Those sneezes that get stuck.
15. When people keep talking to you while you have your headphones in.
16. When someone says rock music has no meaning but you say Lil Wayne's lyrics "speak" to you.
17. When people say I worship Satan because I listen to heavy metal.
18. Every time my mom says that Black Veil Brides will never become legends. ^(-_-^)
19.When something spills.
20. When you fart on a date. (Chelsea)
21. When you get nervous and rip ass. (referring to Alison during interviews)
22. When you forget things easily.
23. When my dog leaves me little surprises in my room.
24. People that continuously talk in class.
25. My art teachers. I hate them with a passion.
26. When I see someone telling a suicidal person to kill themselves.
27. When you run out of gum.
28. (ladies can relate to this one) Starting your monthly visit in public while wearing white pants and having nothing to cover up. (my friend had this happen on a double date.)
29. When guys say ewwwwwwww gross to periods. Like bitch be lucky you don't have them.
30. When someone calls your a bitch on your period.
31. Preppies.
32. People that are too happy.
33. Employees that follow you around the store.
34. When people get your order wrong then give attitude when you ask them to take it back.
35. When your turkey is too dry and flavorless.
36. Guys that are pigs.
37. Anything that breathes.
1. When the dumbasses at McDonald's put the whipped cream on my hot chocolate when I say NO whipped cream. Uneducated dipshits.
2. People.
3. When teachers give you soooo much homework. I'm human not a god damn robot.
4. When people make fun of special needs people.
5. Pretty much EVERYTHING.
6. When people cancel plans on you for no good reason. Like your great uncle died. Well that really sucks but we were suppose to see a movie. You rude asshole.
7. The dumb ignorant poop nuggets that stand in the middle of the school hall, then get pissed when you say excuse me.
8. Old people that ask too many questions.
9. Teachers. Teachers. Every f***ing teacher.
10. Parents.
11. People that breathe.
12. Commercials.
13. We will announce the winner after the break. (translation: we will announce the winner right after you break the TV in frustration.)
14. Those sneezes that get stuck.
15. When people keep talking to you while you have your headphones in.
16. When someone says rock music has no meaning but you say Lil Wayne's lyrics "speak" to you.
17. When people say I worship Satan because I listen to heavy metal.
18. Every time my mom says that Black Veil Brides will never become legends. ^(-_-^)
19.When something spills.
20. When you fart on a date. (Chelsea)
21. When you get nervous and rip ass. (referring to Alison during interviews)
22. When you forget things easily.
23. When my dog leaves me little surprises in my room.
24. People that continuously talk in class.
25. My art teachers. I hate them with a passion.
26. When I see someone telling a suicidal person to kill themselves.
27. When you run out of gum.
28. (ladies can relate to this one) Starting your monthly visit in public while wearing white pants and having nothing to cover up. (my friend had this happen on a double date.)
29. When guys say ewwwwwwww gross to periods. Like bitch be lucky you don't have them.
30. When someone calls your a bitch on your period.
31. Preppies.
32. People that are too happy.
33. Employees that follow you around the store.
34. When people get your order wrong then give attitude when you ask them to take it back.
35. When your turkey is too dry and flavorless.
36. Guys that are pigs.
37. Anything that breathes.
Chelsea part 2
You are dancing and I find it HIGHlarious!
Love you ho.
Bitch I'm not a garden tool.
(;
Love you ho.
Bitch I'm not a garden tool.
(;
Dr. Phil
So... here's a confession. I am OBSESSED with Dr. Phil. Well the show... not him lol. I started watching him on Wednesdays and Thursdays when I was at my grandma's house. Now I have them recording everyday. Last night I was watching this one where this girl had hallucinations and stuff because she does drugs. She was found barefoot walking through the town and said that Michael Jackson told her to feel the Earth and absorb it. I find that kinda cool actually but she kept saying it was scary.
Thanksgiving weekend and the night before
Let's start with the Wednesday before Thanksgiving. The pep rally was kinda fun... the light show wasn't great but whatever... After the pep rally, my dad was off work so he came up and I went to the bonfire with him. My dad graduated from Webster High in 1984. This was the first Webster bonfire he has ever been to. He was quite disappointed because it only lasted like 10 minutes. After that, I went to Steak n' shake with Chelsea, Alison, and Kobi. It was... interesting I guess. The next morning, I woke up and started making food. I sliced my finger open cutting the potatoes. We had my siblings and some cousins over. It was pretty fun. I colored for like an hour with my niece. She is adorable! She's 4 now and she is soooo smart. My 3 year old cousin, Colton, was really sick and I think I'm starting to get a cold because he sneezed on me. I stayed at my house for a few hours and had fun then I went to my grandma's house for more food. I had some cousins there. We ate and had some dessert. My aunt told us about her creepy new friend. My 8 year old cousin is in competitive cheerleading and I use to be a cheerleader so she decided to do stunts. We decided to lift her 6 year old brother, but he got scared and accidently kicked me in the face. I got home at like 10 that night and went straight to bed. I usually go to Branson for break but I decided not to go this year. My mom and I put up the tree on Saturday and I started to wrap presents. I took a huge nap on sunday. Then on sunday night I went to Target with my dad and there were atleast 10 cops there in bulletproof vests. So we left.
Friday, November 21, 2014
Degrassi....SPOILER ALERTS
Last night was the first episode of a new season of Degrassi. Here are just some key points....
~Clare is pregnant.... by Drew???? No... I understand she broke up with Eli, but then to get pregnant by another guy right away... I think that's a little trashy.
~I don't know how to feel about Becky.. like that little slut muffin. You're boyfriend got killed in a car crash.. and now you're dating his brother, Drew.... Seems like a love triangle if you ask me.
~Tristan and Miles making out???????????? I always kind of suspected that Tristan was into Miles, but I never knew Miles was gay. Or bi? Or just experimenting....? I hope we find out next week because I am so confused. And I wonder if Tristan is going to get back together with his teacher who got suspended.
~Why the hell is Zig dating Zoe? I hate Zoe.. she is a little bitchy.
~Back to Becky... I hate her soooo much! Just because your brother raped Zoe doesn't mean you have to be a complete bitch to her and not let her on your cheer squad. I'm actually quite happy you fell and got injured.
So lemme put this together...:
Adam
no more
Becky
broke it off
Drew
baby on the way
Clare
over for good?
Eli
Zig
wtf is going on?
Zoe
Alli
sooo cute
Alli's bf
Miles
together or nah?
Tristan
when is the teacher coming back
Teacher
~Clare is pregnant.... by Drew???? No... I understand she broke up with Eli, but then to get pregnant by another guy right away... I think that's a little trashy.
~I don't know how to feel about Becky.. like that little slut muffin. You're boyfriend got killed in a car crash.. and now you're dating his brother, Drew.... Seems like a love triangle if you ask me.
~Tristan and Miles making out???????????? I always kind of suspected that Tristan was into Miles, but I never knew Miles was gay. Or bi? Or just experimenting....? I hope we find out next week because I am so confused. And I wonder if Tristan is going to get back together with his teacher who got suspended.
~Why the hell is Zig dating Zoe? I hate Zoe.. she is a little bitchy.
~Back to Becky... I hate her soooo much! Just because your brother raped Zoe doesn't mean you have to be a complete bitch to her and not let her on your cheer squad. I'm actually quite happy you fell and got injured.
So lemme put this together...:
Adam
no more
Becky
broke it off
Drew
baby on the way
Clare
over for good?
Eli
Zig
wtf is going on?
Zoe
Alli
sooo cute
Alli's bf
Miles
together or nah?
Tristan
when is the teacher coming back
Teacher
Letters
Dear ex,
I cannot explain to you how much you hurt me. Well, my mama was right... save the best for last. Goodbye you cheating piece of shit.
Best wishes,
Kayla
Dear self,
I'm proud of you for making it to senior year alive. I know you don't know what you want to do in life yet, but just keep pushing through and staying strong.
Yours truly,
Kayla
Dear dad,
You are my superhero. You always have my back. Even that day you had to pick me up from that jail place... You didn't even yell. You seemed kinda proud. I love you soooooo much!!!!
Love your baby girl,
Kayla
Dear mom,
We fight... CONSTANTLY. We are not close whatsoever, but I love you anyways. Thanks for being there through all of my mental screw ups.
Love the bitch that lives upstairs,
Kayla
Dear crush,
Well we haven't met yet, but we are currently talking, and you are like really sweet. I hope we continue talking and maybe develop a relationship.
Your girl,
Kayla
Dear school,
Fuck you. I hate everyone. Except like 10 people all together.
That student who can't wait to leave,
Kayla
Dear siblings,
Well were not close, that's for sure. We never see each other. But I love you anyways.
Best wishes from the baby,
Kayla
Dear past me,
Why the hell were you such a screw up?
WTF,
Kayla
Dear future me,
Don't be such a screw up. You can go far in life, just believe in yourself.
A teen that's typing this on 11/21/2014 at 8:15 AM in the Hogwarts computer lab,
Kayla
Dear first love,
I love you. I have from the beginning. I will until the end. I know you're not here anymore, but take care of our little muffin, and stop scaring old ladies (even though it was hilarious)
I love you forever and always,
Kayla
Dear best friend,
Well Alison, I can't find the words to say.... But thank you for putting up with me through all this drama. I seriously can't thank you enough. I hope we stay this close forever.
I love you to the moon and back,
Kayla
Dear future child,
I will try and be the best mom for you. I can't wait until I meet you and watch you grow up. I love you now, even though you are a little sperm in your dad who I haven't met yet.
Call me mommy,
Kayla
Dear person I hate,
This is to pretty much every person that breathes.. fuck you.
Please go fall off of a cliff,
Kayla
Dear person I love,
You know who you are.
Love,
Kayla
Dear ex best friend,
We have known each other for almost 18 years.... literally. It's cool we go to the same school. Even though we've grown apart and don't talk anymore, I still remember both of us running around in our diapers when we were little.
Love ya anyways,
Kayla
Dear people who hate me,
I don't give a fuck about any of you. You're just jealous. You all are a bunch of douche canoes.
Fuck off,
Kayla
Dear boyfriend/girlfriend,
You don't exist.. so I'm gonna go shove my face with pizza and watch Netflix.
I'm not desperate,
Kayla
Dear role model,
I love you so much, Andy. <3 Follow your dreams!
I know you waved at me,
Kayla
I cannot explain to you how much you hurt me. Well, my mama was right... save the best for last. Goodbye you cheating piece of shit.
Best wishes,
Kayla
Dear self,
I'm proud of you for making it to senior year alive. I know you don't know what you want to do in life yet, but just keep pushing through and staying strong.
Yours truly,
Kayla
Dear dad,
You are my superhero. You always have my back. Even that day you had to pick me up from that jail place... You didn't even yell. You seemed kinda proud. I love you soooooo much!!!!
Love your baby girl,
Kayla
Dear mom,
We fight... CONSTANTLY. We are not close whatsoever, but I love you anyways. Thanks for being there through all of my mental screw ups.
Love the bitch that lives upstairs,
Kayla
Dear crush,
Well we haven't met yet, but we are currently talking, and you are like really sweet. I hope we continue talking and maybe develop a relationship.
Your girl,
Kayla
Dear school,
Fuck you. I hate everyone. Except like 10 people all together.
That student who can't wait to leave,
Kayla
Dear siblings,
Well were not close, that's for sure. We never see each other. But I love you anyways.
Best wishes from the baby,
Kayla
Dear past me,
Why the hell were you such a screw up?
WTF,
Kayla
Dear future me,
Don't be such a screw up. You can go far in life, just believe in yourself.
A teen that's typing this on 11/21/2014 at 8:15 AM in the Hogwarts computer lab,
Kayla
Dear first love,
I love you. I have from the beginning. I will until the end. I know you're not here anymore, but take care of our little muffin, and stop scaring old ladies (even though it was hilarious)
I love you forever and always,
Kayla
Dear best friend,
Well Alison, I can't find the words to say.... But thank you for putting up with me through all this drama. I seriously can't thank you enough. I hope we stay this close forever.
I love you to the moon and back,
Kayla
Dear future child,
I will try and be the best mom for you. I can't wait until I meet you and watch you grow up. I love you now, even though you are a little sperm in your dad who I haven't met yet.
Call me mommy,
Kayla
Dear person I hate,
This is to pretty much every person that breathes.. fuck you.
Please go fall off of a cliff,
Kayla
Dear person I love,
You know who you are.
Love,
Kayla
Dear ex best friend,
We have known each other for almost 18 years.... literally. It's cool we go to the same school. Even though we've grown apart and don't talk anymore, I still remember both of us running around in our diapers when we were little.
Love ya anyways,
Kayla
Dear people who hate me,
I don't give a fuck about any of you. You're just jealous. You all are a bunch of douche canoes.
Fuck off,
Kayla
Dear boyfriend/girlfriend,
You don't exist.. so I'm gonna go shove my face with pizza and watch Netflix.
I'm not desperate,
Kayla
Dear role model,
I love you so much, Andy. <3 Follow your dreams!
I know you waved at me,
Kayla
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Chelsea
So, Chelsea keeps staring at me because I'm singing my humps.
Don't act so innocent Chelsea.
I know what you did...
Don't act so innocent Chelsea.
I know what you did...
Life.
Well, I haven't blogged in a while...so here's an update.
There's not much new going on in my life right now; other than we have to write a story by picking a character, setting, time, and situation. I honestly cannot choose from the topics.
Next week is Thanksgiving and well, I'm looking forward to spirit week... I guess.....
I honestly can't wait for Monday... holy shit did I just say that? But since were seniors now we get to dress up as senior citizens. Time to raid my grandma's closet. For tacky day I might wear my old cheerleading uniform. It is red and white. And then for spirit day... I'm screwed.... I have like NO black and orange. I'm excited, yet nervous about the senior line dance. I love dancing, but I hate dancing in front of people. I am looking forward to Thanksgiving. I don't know why though.. For some odd reason I'm looking forward to seeing my family. Then on Black Friday, I might go shopping with some friends. Mainly Chelsea.... ------------------------------------> who is sitting right by me.
For some reason, I have been in the mood to organize stuff lately. I cleaned my room and now I want to redo it.
There's not much new going on in my life right now; other than we have to write a story by picking a character, setting, time, and situation. I honestly cannot choose from the topics.
Next week is Thanksgiving and well, I'm looking forward to spirit week... I guess.....
I honestly can't wait for Monday... holy shit did I just say that? But since were seniors now we get to dress up as senior citizens. Time to raid my grandma's closet. For tacky day I might wear my old cheerleading uniform. It is red and white. And then for spirit day... I'm screwed.... I have like NO black and orange. I'm excited, yet nervous about the senior line dance. I love dancing, but I hate dancing in front of people. I am looking forward to Thanksgiving. I don't know why though.. For some odd reason I'm looking forward to seeing my family. Then on Black Friday, I might go shopping with some friends. Mainly Chelsea.... ------------------------------------> who is sitting right by me.
For some reason, I have been in the mood to organize stuff lately. I cleaned my room and now I want to redo it.
Wednesday, November 5, 2014
What I did on my day off....
We had yesterday off for election day... here's a list of what I did...
1. I woke up at 9:30 am and was like screw this so I went back to bed until noon.
2. I went downstairs and ate some frosted flakes while I watched reruns of Full House.
3. I realized the milk I put on my cereal was bad....
4. I threw up.
5. I fell asleep in my mom's bed until 4:00.
6. I texted my friend, Dylan and we spent 20 minutes in a gas station picking out food.
7. We went to my house and watched TV and he went home at 6:30.
8. I went to dinner with my mom.
9. I went home and watched Degrassi.
10. I went to bed at 10.
OMG I am in love with Aerosmith!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1. I woke up at 9:30 am and was like screw this so I went back to bed until noon.
2. I went downstairs and ate some frosted flakes while I watched reruns of Full House.
3. I realized the milk I put on my cereal was bad....
4. I threw up.
5. I fell asleep in my mom's bed until 4:00.
6. I texted my friend, Dylan and we spent 20 minutes in a gas station picking out food.
7. We went to my house and watched TV and he went home at 6:30.
8. I went to dinner with my mom.
9. I went home and watched Degrassi.
10. I went to bed at 10.
OMG I am in love with Aerosmith!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dancing, heartbreaks, and sister bonding.
On Friday night for Halloween, I went to the mall with Mikey. I don't know if that would be the worst or best night of my life. First off, he took me to our special spot and explained to me everything that was going on. He told me that he's moving next weekend to Nashville for college, or going into the Marines. I'm very supportive of him, and I'm happy he has made up his mind. After that and a few billion tears later, we hung out on the roof of some store where it was freezing. But it was sorta romantic.. I couldn't stop crying though... knowing that was the end of us. We got dinner that night and then he kissed me goodnight. I was so upset that night that I got sick, and I cried myself to sleep. I feel like my heart has been ripped out and eaten by a lion.
Saturday night, I went to the dance with some friends. I really didn't want to go cause I was still upset from the night before. I went anyways... lame dance by the way. There was like.. no good music. It was good to see friends though. We went out to eat after. Our waitress was a complete bitch. I get you're busy but when I didn't get my food until I was walking out the door... that's pretty bad.
I haven't seen my sister in forever! She called me last night to talk about Christmas presents. We might have lunch on Saturday which I am excited for. I miss hanging out with her.
Saturday night, I went to the dance with some friends. I really didn't want to go cause I was still upset from the night before. I went anyways... lame dance by the way. There was like.. no good music. It was good to see friends though. We went out to eat after. Our waitress was a complete bitch. I get you're busy but when I didn't get my food until I was walking out the door... that's pretty bad.
I haven't seen my sister in forever! She called me last night to talk about Christmas presents. We might have lunch on Saturday which I am excited for. I miss hanging out with her.
Thursday, October 30, 2014
November 1st, 2014
Before I get into what's going on Saturday, I just have to say the senior line dance this year is amazing... like AMAZING AMAZING....! I wish it could be longer though :( For Halloween this year I'm going to be an identity thief.
Anyways... so Saturday.... November 1st...
1st off... it's the dance. I'm gonna see Mikey... I'm a little nervous that I will completely fall in love with him again... well I haven't really stopped loving him to be honest. I hope he feels the same.. because I won't be able to go through a heartbreak.. I haven't felt like this before...
2nd thing: It will be 2 years that Mitch Lucker has been dead. I love Mitch... his music...everything. He was one of my all time favorite band members. Fuck you pole that he crashed into. It's gonna be hard. Rest in peace </3 Your family, friends, and fans miss you like crazy. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO JUST GO FUCKING NUTS!!!!! I hope we hear your stomping :)
3rd and final thing....
It will be one year that I met my best friend!
On November 1st, 2013 I was on Facebook on a Mitch Lucker fan page. There was a picture of Mitch Lucker's grave... with comments from a bunch of fans...and haters... I was reading through some of the comments when I came across an online fight. This girl named Taylor, had commented how much she loved Mitch and his band Suicide Silence and stuff like how she felt bad for his family and stuff. This rude asshole commented telling Taylor to follow in her hero's (Mitch) lyrics... His comment said "If you're so upset about it.. do as your hero said... PULL THE TRIGGER, BITCH! I thought that was awfully rude. Normally I wouldn't jump into it.. but this gave me a certain feeling. I felt like I really needed to do something. I reported the comments to Facebook and I messaged this Taylor girl. I had NO idea who she was, but I couldn't let some random asshole talk to her like that, because I know how it feels. I messaged her just to say how bad I felt and I'm here if she needed to talk and to just ignore that guy. She replied explaining to me that she was thinking about doing something she would regret.. and how I saved her. I felt so amazing about that. To this day, Taylor and I are still best friends and we have never met. I love you Taylor!!!!!
Anyways... so Saturday.... November 1st...
1st off... it's the dance. I'm gonna see Mikey... I'm a little nervous that I will completely fall in love with him again... well I haven't really stopped loving him to be honest. I hope he feels the same.. because I won't be able to go through a heartbreak.. I haven't felt like this before...
2nd thing: It will be 2 years that Mitch Lucker has been dead. I love Mitch... his music...everything. He was one of my all time favorite band members. Fuck you pole that he crashed into. It's gonna be hard. Rest in peace </3 Your family, friends, and fans miss you like crazy. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO JUST GO FUCKING NUTS!!!!! I hope we hear your stomping :)
3rd and final thing....
It will be one year that I met my best friend!
On November 1st, 2013 I was on Facebook on a Mitch Lucker fan page. There was a picture of Mitch Lucker's grave... with comments from a bunch of fans...and haters... I was reading through some of the comments when I came across an online fight. This girl named Taylor, had commented how much she loved Mitch and his band Suicide Silence and stuff like how she felt bad for his family and stuff. This rude asshole commented telling Taylor to follow in her hero's (Mitch) lyrics... His comment said "If you're so upset about it.. do as your hero said... PULL THE TRIGGER, BITCH! I thought that was awfully rude. Normally I wouldn't jump into it.. but this gave me a certain feeling. I felt like I really needed to do something. I reported the comments to Facebook and I messaged this Taylor girl. I had NO idea who she was, but I couldn't let some random asshole talk to her like that, because I know how it feels. I messaged her just to say how bad I felt and I'm here if she needed to talk and to just ignore that guy. She replied explaining to me that she was thinking about doing something she would regret.. and how I saved her. I felt so amazing about that. To this day, Taylor and I are still best friends and we have never met. I love you Taylor!!!!!
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
the doors that spin, sleepwalking, and .... justice
I really love those spinning doors.
I was watching We're the Millers the other day and woah... it gets funnier every time.
Last night I saw a dove in my room in a cage but im like wtf we don't have a dove. Then I kept smelling blueberry pie.. but it was 11 pm. I got so confused.
I was watching We're the Millers the other day and woah... it gets funnier every time.
Last night I saw a dove in my room in a cage but im like wtf we don't have a dove. Then I kept smelling blueberry pie.. but it was 11 pm. I got so confused.
Idk what to name this.....
So a lot has been going on lately. I just can't seem to remember anything. Possible concussion.... oops. My boyfriend broke up with me a week ago.... for no reason. But he's coming to the dance on Saturday so we will see where it goes from there.
I just saw Chelsea was reading my last blog and I already told you about the break up.. see I clearly don't remember anything and I am too lazy to delete the previous paragraph.
I cannot be the only one who cried when I heard about Oscar Taveras passing. He was so young and had a great future ahead of him. I feel so bad for the Cardinals... losing a team member is like losing a family member. Rest in peace </3
I just saw Chelsea was reading my last blog and I already told you about the break up.. see I clearly don't remember anything and I am too lazy to delete the previous paragraph.
I cannot be the only one who cried when I heard about Oscar Taveras passing. He was so young and had a great future ahead of him. I feel so bad for the Cardinals... losing a team member is like losing a family member. Rest in peace </3
Thursday, October 23, 2014
cute babies and dead old woman encounters and pie... OH MY
The other night, I went in my room to try to find my book that my sister had made me of all my poems... I didn't find that... but what I did find will give you the heebie jeebies. Let me start over... for the past week or so I have been seeing this little girl in my dreams and having hallucinations of her. She keeps telling me to pray. I had no idea who this little girl was... until yesterday. Tuesday night, when I went to find my book, I found a notebook on my shelf. I thought this was weird because I cleaned my book shelf 2 weeks ago.. I had never seen that notebook in my life! I started to read it and found out that it was a journal my great grandmother had kept. She passed away in march...
I went to my grandma's house yesterday to give her the notebook.. I told her about the girl I've been seeing and she said it sounded like her mother when she was a young girl...
HOW THE HELL DID THE NOTEBOOK GET IN MY ROOM?!??
It wasn't there 2 weeks ago and no one has been in my room since then.
Yesterday, I was babysitting... I was upset and laying on the couch, when the kid came up to me and covered me with his baby blankets and gave me a kiss. He is only 16 months.. he is soooo smart for his age! He made my day 546491633749843489653153674687434518666543 times better!
I was at this place with my dad... and I hate pie. But we got this thing which was pumpkin pie and cheesecake mixed with caramel drizzled over the top. I fell in love!
I went to my grandma's house yesterday to give her the notebook.. I told her about the girl I've been seeing and she said it sounded like her mother when she was a young girl...
HOW THE HELL DID THE NOTEBOOK GET IN MY ROOM?!??
It wasn't there 2 weeks ago and no one has been in my room since then.
Yesterday, I was babysitting... I was upset and laying on the couch, when the kid came up to me and covered me with his baby blankets and gave me a kiss. He is only 16 months.. he is soooo smart for his age! He made my day 546491633749843489653153674687434518666543 times better!
I was at this place with my dad... and I hate pie. But we got this thing which was pumpkin pie and cheesecake mixed with caramel drizzled over the top. I fell in love!
heartbreaks and coffee.... wtf
So this morning I went to McDonald's to get a hot chocolate... and once again they gave me coffee. Dumbasses really need to go back to school and get an education.
I went to see The Best of Me on Saturnight (saturday night) and i must say... BEST MOVIE I HAVE EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR SEEN!
Yesterday... I was sitting in class..... when i got a text message. I checked it on my way to 7th hour... The text was from Michael... and he said we couldn't be together anymore.... and didn't give me a valid reason. 1,000,000 tears later... and it still feels like someone stabbed me in the heart then ripped it out and fed it to jeffrey dahmer.
With support from friends... i guess i'm doing okay. We're gonna talk about it in a couple days. But you know... whatever.
Dear fan,
Please.. STFU.
Sincerely,
One pissed off student.
I went to see The Best of Me on Saturnight (saturday night) and i must say... BEST MOVIE I HAVE EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR SEEN!
Yesterday... I was sitting in class..... when i got a text message. I checked it on my way to 7th hour... The text was from Michael... and he said we couldn't be together anymore.... and didn't give me a valid reason. 1,000,000 tears later... and it still feels like someone stabbed me in the heart then ripped it out and fed it to jeffrey dahmer.
With support from friends... i guess i'm doing okay. We're gonna talk about it in a couple days. But you know... whatever.
Dear fan,
Please.. STFU.
Sincerely,
One pissed off student.
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
Why .. just why
So.. I'm kinda in love with this song. It is.. In my room by Insane Clown Posse...
Don't judge.. it's a good song.
The fan base sucks...... like bad bad
This song is pretty messed up... but it's catchy.
Who falls in love with a ghost...?
I am currently obsessed with this song... Asshole by Ronnie Radke ft. Andy Biersack
Mainly cause of Andy. But whatev...
Okay.. I promise this one is good. Listen to the song They don't need to understand by Andy Biersack. I swear.. this song is perfect.
I'm in love with Hollywood Undead.
And I am gonna marry Andy.. so back off him ladies.
Apparently ABOD is a thing? Andy Biersack Obsession Disorder?
I have it... no actually I don't. We're in love... he knows it. (; jk bae
Bacon And Eggs BAE I hate u Alison.
Don't judge.. it's a good song.
The fan base sucks...... like bad bad
This song is pretty messed up... but it's catchy.
Who falls in love with a ghost...?
I am currently obsessed with this song... Asshole by Ronnie Radke ft. Andy Biersack
Mainly cause of Andy. But whatev...
Okay.. I promise this one is good. Listen to the song They don't need to understand by Andy Biersack. I swear.. this song is perfect.
I'm in love with Hollywood Undead.
And I am gonna marry Andy.. so back off him ladies.
Apparently ABOD is a thing? Andy Biersack Obsession Disorder?
I have it... no actually I don't. We're in love... he knows it. (; jk bae
Bacon And Eggs BAE I hate u Alison.
i don't know what to name this blog... so let's call it... overdosing on pineapples
Obviously, this blog is not going to be about overdosing on pineapples..... so yea.... about that... idk
I finished painting my mom's Christmas present last night..
I'm getting into writing poetry again...
And I hate people still.. nothing new.
I'm still in love with Andy Biersack and Luke Bryan.
I have a confession to make... when I was little I would watch all of the Bring It On movies on replay, cheering to all the cheers until I memorized them all.
Holy shit... last night I actually did some of my homework... I'm steppin up in life.
The other day I was in the kitchen making pizza rolls when I looked in the family room... and there was my step dad watching something with Homer Simpson and Peter Griffin doing the "sexy girl car wash"... and I think I am scarred for life.
My friend Chelsea is sitting next to me right now... if you read this Chels.... The color of your sweater is the color I wanna dye my hair.
Now I am listening to Suicide Silence~ You Only Live Once. Best song like ever... Rest in peace Mitch.. I love you! So... Mr. Leftridge... if you see my head banging in class... just know that I love hardcore music. I'm not a nice person like people think I am.
Yesterday I almost got in 4 fights... because people piss me off.
"If all these words you speak of meant a thing, I'd take back all the lines against you that I sing. But I know that there's nothing real inside; your hearts invested in feeding everyone lies....."
I am pissed my sweet tea is all gone.
OPEN YOUR MIND BEFORE YOUR MOUTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Yesterday I drew a purple turtle on the board in digital art; and named him Murphy... #noregrets
Once again, I am rambling on about shit.. I mean stuff that really does NOT matter.
I can't wait until Saturday!!!!
I finished painting my mom's Christmas present last night..
I'm getting into writing poetry again...
And I hate people still.. nothing new.
I'm still in love with Andy Biersack and Luke Bryan.
I have a confession to make... when I was little I would watch all of the Bring It On movies on replay, cheering to all the cheers until I memorized them all.
Holy shit... last night I actually did some of my homework... I'm steppin up in life.
The other day I was in the kitchen making pizza rolls when I looked in the family room... and there was my step dad watching something with Homer Simpson and Peter Griffin doing the "sexy girl car wash"... and I think I am scarred for life.
My friend Chelsea is sitting next to me right now... if you read this Chels.... The color of your sweater is the color I wanna dye my hair.
Now I am listening to Suicide Silence~ You Only Live Once. Best song like ever... Rest in peace Mitch.. I love you! So... Mr. Leftridge... if you see my head banging in class... just know that I love hardcore music. I'm not a nice person like people think I am.
Yesterday I almost got in 4 fights... because people piss me off.
"If all these words you speak of meant a thing, I'd take back all the lines against you that I sing. But I know that there's nothing real inside; your hearts invested in feeding everyone lies....."
I am pissed my sweet tea is all gone.
OPEN YOUR MIND BEFORE YOUR MOUTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Yesterday I drew a purple turtle on the board in digital art; and named him Murphy... #noregrets
Once again, I am rambling on about shit.. I mean stuff that really does NOT matter.
I can't wait until Saturday!!!!
I call it.... the WTF conversation
So last night, my boyfriend called me. It started out as a normal conversation, like you know... the typical cliché cupcake phase conversations go... until this happened.
Him: I hate crayons.
Me: They hate you too!
Him: They always break when I use them.
Me: It's because you are sooooo strong and buff with your sexy abs and back muscles.
Him: pshhhh... I know
Me: cocky much?
Him: no.
Me: so you're racist against crayons?
Him: um.. yea I guess
Me: so what if I came to your house with one of those big ass jumbo blue crayons, and slit your throat with it, so your red blood pours down the blue crayon; making a puddle of purple throat blood and crayon wax that smells like defeated justice and empty promises?
Him: I don't know how to react to that....
Me: shhhhhhh.... just let my fantasies happen.
Then after that.... we started talking about the butt-thigh. You know where the top of your thigh and the bottom of your butt cheek meet? That little spot right there, is now called your butt thigh.
After that... He yells WHAT THE F*CK at the top of his lungs.
I freaked out...obviously....
And he comes to tell me that Zach Galifinakis lost a ton of weight. This CANNOT be happening...
I'm gonna miss his fat fluffy self.
Then I fell asleep....
So yea... that happened.
Him: I hate crayons.
Me: They hate you too!
Him: They always break when I use them.
Me: It's because you are sooooo strong and buff with your sexy abs and back muscles.
Him: pshhhh... I know
Me: cocky much?
Him: no.
Me: so you're racist against crayons?
Him: um.. yea I guess
Me: so what if I came to your house with one of those big ass jumbo blue crayons, and slit your throat with it, so your red blood pours down the blue crayon; making a puddle of purple throat blood and crayon wax that smells like defeated justice and empty promises?
Him: I don't know how to react to that....
Me: shhhhhhh.... just let my fantasies happen.
Then after that.... we started talking about the butt-thigh. You know where the top of your thigh and the bottom of your butt cheek meet? That little spot right there, is now called your butt thigh.
After that... He yells WHAT THE F*CK at the top of his lungs.
I freaked out...obviously....
And he comes to tell me that Zach Galifinakis lost a ton of weight. This CANNOT be happening...
I'm gonna miss his fat fluffy self.
Then I fell asleep....
So yea... that happened.
Monday, October 13, 2014
Just an update, and part 2 of last time....
I guess I will start this blog off with a review of last time. I had a few people read it and they agreed that I should ask this...
If you would like to, it would be greatly appreciated, if you would leave a comment with your personal opinion.
This might get personal...
Do you think that the music you listen to has something to do with your religious views?
I honestly do NOT think so. I am a Christian.. I was born and raised into a Christian family. In 8th grade, I started listening to "darker" bands whose band members are atheist. I went through this short phase where I didn't want to be a Christian. I was going through a lot of shit, and I just kind of turned away from God. When I became happy again, I started to go back in the religious path. My family started to get this stupid idea that my music taste was influencing my religious beliefs. That is complete bullshit.
This was mostly just a rant, but thinking about it; I kind of would like to get more opinions.
Okay, rant over. Here is just another update on how my life is going.
Well so you know how I said my belly piercing was ripping out? Well yea, it completely ripped out on Thursday. If you don't know how painful that is.... then I'm pretty sure it's equivalent to the pain of birthing a watermelon... or for the males on my page, think about having a wrecking ball at full speed hit you in the nuts. My point is, very painful.
I'm gonna let my ADHD take over a second; some kid said a joke in my class today. Idk who is was but the joke made me giggle.
Why did the cow cross the street?
To get to the utter side.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (:
Anyway, I had the BEST frickin' weekend of my life!!!! Well it started on Thursday, I had a field trip and I got Starburst. That's a whole story to itself. On Friday, this guy I like asked me out. We had pizza at my house and 'watched' Psycho. Which was a very creepy movie I might add. Then we went to McDonald's to see if any of my friends were up there. Nope.... just a bunch of preppy bitches.
My boyfriend, Michael got annoyed... so we went back to my house then took him home for the night.
On Saturday, he came over again. We watched TV and then he turned down the lights and turned off the TV and we danced. He sang me this song... and GAHHHHHHHHHH HE'S SO PERFECT (: <3
I called my best friend Alison and she took us to the mall. Michael told me his life story on the roof of Macy's. It was kinda romantic I might add. I am probably going to bring his to the Friendship Dance. Pictures of us to come (:
That is all for now I guess..... Except my poor doggy... :( My smoke alarm keeps beeping and poor Shadow is terrified. She jumped up on my lap, (currently on my lap while I type this long and boring blog), and she is shaking.
I want to say Rest in Peace to Avina Selena, my friends dog. I love you girl!
Oh.. and thank you Taylor, for drawing an alpaca on my hand today in Fashion Design.
Oh one more rant... I hate the teacher that is failing me for no good reason but being a butthole.
If you would like to, it would be greatly appreciated, if you would leave a comment with your personal opinion.
This might get personal...
Do you think that the music you listen to has something to do with your religious views?
I honestly do NOT think so. I am a Christian.. I was born and raised into a Christian family. In 8th grade, I started listening to "darker" bands whose band members are atheist. I went through this short phase where I didn't want to be a Christian. I was going through a lot of shit, and I just kind of turned away from God. When I became happy again, I started to go back in the religious path. My family started to get this stupid idea that my music taste was influencing my religious beliefs. That is complete bullshit.
This was mostly just a rant, but thinking about it; I kind of would like to get more opinions.
Okay, rant over. Here is just another update on how my life is going.
Well so you know how I said my belly piercing was ripping out? Well yea, it completely ripped out on Thursday. If you don't know how painful that is.... then I'm pretty sure it's equivalent to the pain of birthing a watermelon... or for the males on my page, think about having a wrecking ball at full speed hit you in the nuts. My point is, very painful.
I'm gonna let my ADHD take over a second; some kid said a joke in my class today. Idk who is was but the joke made me giggle.
Why did the cow cross the street?
To get to the utter side.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (:
Anyway, I had the BEST frickin' weekend of my life!!!! Well it started on Thursday, I had a field trip and I got Starburst. That's a whole story to itself. On Friday, this guy I like asked me out. We had pizza at my house and 'watched' Psycho. Which was a very creepy movie I might add. Then we went to McDonald's to see if any of my friends were up there. Nope.... just a bunch of preppy bitches.
My boyfriend, Michael got annoyed... so we went back to my house then took him home for the night.
On Saturday, he came over again. We watched TV and then he turned down the lights and turned off the TV and we danced. He sang me this song... and GAHHHHHHHHHH HE'S SO PERFECT (: <3
I called my best friend Alison and she took us to the mall. Michael told me his life story on the roof of Macy's. It was kinda romantic I might add. I am probably going to bring his to the Friendship Dance. Pictures of us to come (:
That is all for now I guess..... Except my poor doggy... :( My smoke alarm keeps beeping and poor Shadow is terrified. She jumped up on my lap, (currently on my lap while I type this long and boring blog), and she is shaking.
I want to say Rest in Peace to Avina Selena, my friends dog. I love you girl!
Oh.. and thank you Taylor, for drawing an alpaca on my hand today in Fashion Design.
Oh one more rant... I hate the teacher that is failing me for no good reason but being a butthole.
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
Am I... could I possibly be... SATAN'S CHILD?
When I was in the 8th grade I started listening to this band, Black Veil Brides. They instantly became my favorite band. 8th grade year was rough for me, I went through my very first heartbreak. I started dressing in all black, dark heavy eyeliner.... They called me "emo".... Was emo really the right label. Emo is some stereo-typical label for people who listen to heavy/death metal "screamo" music, shop at Hot Topic, and cut themselves. Well I did listen to heavy metal, I did shop at Hot Topic, and I was going through a rough time where I would cut myself to ease the pain of my aunt's passing... but I wouldn't consider myself "emo". My mom thought it was just a phase, everything would change soon. No one knew about my scars, until second semester... of sophomore year. Things got better freshman year, and the first part of sophomore year. When December of sophomore came, something clicked. To this day I don't know what it was, but I'm happy where I am now. 2 years ago, I got with the wrong crowd... got into drugs and drinking. In February, I was sent to rehab for the first time, for a suicide attempt. At the time, I hated being in there, but looking back it helped me a lot. I have been there a couple times now, and I finally got on the right medication. Through that tough time, music was my only escape. I would listen to Black Veil Brides, because the message they send to their fans is beautiful. I can relate to the lead singer, Andy, because he was bullied in life. One day, my 'great aunt' had to butt in. I hadn't met this woman, so I'm like who the hell is this commenting on my Facebook page? She would say a whole bunch of God stuff, and tell me that the music I was listening to was the devil's music. She told my great uncle who was my grandma's brother, that she was worried about me. To this day, I hate that woman. She started something that the music I listened to was about suicide. Like no, you haven't even listened to them.
I got into paranormal stuff. Like playing with Ouija boards. My life took a turn for the worst...
I've been through counseling, hospitals, rehab...
It is now Senior year. For the first time in 4 years, I can now say I am happy. I am 3 months clean of cutting. I am worried one day I will relapse; but for now I am staying strong, all because of Andy and his music. I still listen to metal.. but that doesn't make me suicidal. The music I listen to is not turning me against God. I am happy the way I am right now.
The message of this blog, is that YOU can overcome ANYTHING. Whether it be a death of a loved one, bullying, .... anything. Just believe in yourself and stick to what you know.
Stay strong! <3
I got into paranormal stuff. Like playing with Ouija boards. My life took a turn for the worst...
I've been through counseling, hospitals, rehab...
It is now Senior year. For the first time in 4 years, I can now say I am happy. I am 3 months clean of cutting. I am worried one day I will relapse; but for now I am staying strong, all because of Andy and his music. I still listen to metal.. but that doesn't make me suicidal. The music I listen to is not turning me against God. I am happy the way I am right now.
The message of this blog, is that YOU can overcome ANYTHING. Whether it be a death of a loved one, bullying, .... anything. Just believe in yourself and stick to what you know.
Stay strong! <3
My weekend + belly button blood = CHOCOLATE PUDDING??????
On Thursday, my best friend Ethan, came home from college for a visit. I met him and my other best friend Alison up at McDonald's. It was so great to have the gang back together, since we have all been the Three Musketeers since my sophomore year. It all started in Mr. Stein's French 1 class. All the good memories started there. Then on Friday, the three of us went to the mall. We were all so exhausted so we went home. Saturday was super fun.... except I don't remember most of it. I remember we rented the movie Neighbors and got some Imo's pizza. We went to Alison's house to watch it. That movie was......interesting..... idk how else to explain it..... Then anyways, we said goodbye to Ethan.
Sunday.... I slept all day.
Anyway, today is Wednesday and I thought it was gonna be a good day. Half day of school and then babysitting. Which means I will be at my grandma's house.... which means..... 50000000 cups of CHOCOLATE PUDDING. I usually only get 2... but if I tell my grandma what I woke up to this morning, maybe I will get 4. I woke up this morning.. too early I might add, to realize I overslept the blood red moon thing. Whatever! I felt this stinging like thing on my belly button. I look down to realize my belly button piercing is half ripped out. FANTASTIC...
hopefully today gets better.
Sunday.... I slept all day.
Anyway, today is Wednesday and I thought it was gonna be a good day. Half day of school and then babysitting. Which means I will be at my grandma's house.... which means..... 50000000 cups of CHOCOLATE PUDDING. I usually only get 2... but if I tell my grandma what I woke up to this morning, maybe I will get 4. I woke up this morning.. too early I might add, to realize I overslept the blood red moon thing. Whatever! I felt this stinging like thing on my belly button. I look down to realize my belly button piercing is half ripped out. FANTASTIC...
hopefully today gets better.
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
My weekend
I had probably one of the best weekends of my life this past weekend. On Friday night, I went to the gym that my mom works out at, and I got to meet Jim Edmonds. He signed a baseball I got, and then HE asked ME to take a selfie with him. I was soooooo happy! Then I got a smoothie from Smoothie King. On Saturday, I went to the Art Museum with my mom. Then my friend Alison, picked me up and we had quite the adventure driving around town. Here's all the places we went:
Car Wash ~ don't ask... never put 2 blondes together to do a project
Bread Co. ~ Alison wanted a smoothie
McDonald's ~ we got a large drink then sat outside for a while and left
South County Mall ~ to get new shoes and stalk cute boys
Yo My Goodness ~ who doesn't want a little fro yo?
Subway ~ dinner
The Loop at like 9:30 ~ just to walk around... I got some Pokki... Japanese food... nasty
McDonald's at 10:30 ~ get a free refill
Then on Sunday I got Mexican food with my dad and my grandma. We went back to my grandma's house and watched the movie, Haunting Sarah. It was good but lame.
Car Wash ~ don't ask... never put 2 blondes together to do a project
Bread Co. ~ Alison wanted a smoothie
McDonald's ~ we got a large drink then sat outside for a while and left
South County Mall ~ to get new shoes and stalk cute boys
Yo My Goodness ~ who doesn't want a little fro yo?
Subway ~ dinner
The Loop at like 9:30 ~ just to walk around... I got some Pokki... Japanese food... nasty
McDonald's at 10:30 ~ get a free refill
Then on Sunday I got Mexican food with my dad and my grandma. We went back to my grandma's house and watched the movie, Haunting Sarah. It was good but lame.
Tuesday, September 23, 2014
John Stamos
Have you ever had a favorite actor?
You love EVERYTHING they do and EVERYTHING about them?
I am talking about John Stamos. I started watching reruns of Full House when I was really young, and ever since I have been watching it. I have 63 episodes recorded right now to be honest. I love all the actors on there, but I am attached to John Stamos. I bet I can give you 10 good reasons why I love him, and why I am one of his biggest fans.
1) His looks! Obviously this would be the first thing on the list, but it's the damn truth! He was hot young, and he's 51 years old now and still sexy! How could you not love that?
2) His hair. He has every right to love those luscious locks.
3) Not to be stereo-typical, but most attractive famous actors can be cocky and man whores.... but not good ol' John! He is romantic... and telling Lori Loughlin that she was the one that got away? My heart would have melted right there!
4) His role as Uncle Jesse on Full House. Nuff said...
5) He's great with kids!
6) He's caring, and is generous to charities.
7) He can sing. I love my men who sing.
8) Plays guitar.... still nuff said.
9) His rebel rocker style as Uncle Jesse.
10) EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM.
I'm pretty sure there is SOMETHING I'm missing....
HAVE MERCY <3
You love EVERYTHING they do and EVERYTHING about them?
I am talking about John Stamos. I started watching reruns of Full House when I was really young, and ever since I have been watching it. I have 63 episodes recorded right now to be honest. I love all the actors on there, but I am attached to John Stamos. I bet I can give you 10 good reasons why I love him, and why I am one of his biggest fans.
1) His looks! Obviously this would be the first thing on the list, but it's the damn truth! He was hot young, and he's 51 years old now and still sexy! How could you not love that?
2) His hair. He has every right to love those luscious locks.
3) Not to be stereo-typical, but most attractive famous actors can be cocky and man whores.... but not good ol' John! He is romantic... and telling Lori Loughlin that she was the one that got away? My heart would have melted right there!
4) His role as Uncle Jesse on Full House. Nuff said...
5) He's great with kids!
6) He's caring, and is generous to charities.
7) He can sing. I love my men who sing.
8) Plays guitar.... still nuff said.
9) His rebel rocker style as Uncle Jesse.
10) EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM.
I'm pretty sure there is SOMETHING I'm missing....
HAVE MERCY <3
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Funny/Creepy things little kids say
Have you ever just sat down and had a conversation with a little miniature human? Some of the things they say are just out of the ordinary. Take this time for an example....
One time I was babysitting this 4 year old boy. He starts screaming in the middle of the night so I rush upstairs. I pick him up and he is in tears. I ask him what was wrong and what he told me shocked me... "The little girl in the corner keeps playing with my foot." I thought it was just a dream, but then he pointed at "her". All I saw was this little shadow. Ever since, I have been deathly afraid to go over there, because I knew that the previous family that lived there had a daughter who died in the house at a very young age. I wish I could forget about that but it is something that has haunted my dreams.
On a happier note....
There is this little boy, Declan I babysat before he went to pre-school. When he was 3, his baby brother was crawling towards him and he shouts out, "HERE COMES TROUBLE". Where did he learn that at. Or about the time his mom told me that she told him it was nap time. Within a few seconds, he shouted out, "God Dammit!" Really?? If I was him I would have gladly taken the nap, no questions asked.
I love how kids are so honest with you. Like if a kid tells you that you're ugly, you better bag that face. Kids can be your best friend, or your worst enemy.
One day Declan, handed me a flower he picked from the yard and asked if I would be his date to Chimichangas.
I love this kid!
One time I was babysitting this 4 year old boy. He starts screaming in the middle of the night so I rush upstairs. I pick him up and he is in tears. I ask him what was wrong and what he told me shocked me... "The little girl in the corner keeps playing with my foot." I thought it was just a dream, but then he pointed at "her". All I saw was this little shadow. Ever since, I have been deathly afraid to go over there, because I knew that the previous family that lived there had a daughter who died in the house at a very young age. I wish I could forget about that but it is something that has haunted my dreams.
On a happier note....
There is this little boy, Declan I babysat before he went to pre-school. When he was 3, his baby brother was crawling towards him and he shouts out, "HERE COMES TROUBLE". Where did he learn that at. Or about the time his mom told me that she told him it was nap time. Within a few seconds, he shouted out, "God Dammit!" Really?? If I was him I would have gladly taken the nap, no questions asked.
I love how kids are so honest with you. Like if a kid tells you that you're ugly, you better bag that face. Kids can be your best friend, or your worst enemy.
One day Declan, handed me a flower he picked from the yard and asked if I would be his date to Chimichangas.
I love this kid!
ways to piss off a teacher- revised
Have you ever had that teacher that you couldn't stand? Or what about that teacher you want to get revenge on because they gave you a D on the essay you spent a whole 20 minutes on? Teachers are just so unreasonable, it's pathetic. Like they get paid to teach, they chose that life. If it was up to me I would pick to stay home and watch Vines while stuffing my face with pizza rolls. Teachers are interrupting OUR lives and then they think we owe our full attention to them. Well here are just a few ways to get back at that one awful teacher......
1) Walk into their class with a bad attitude.
2) Constantly disobey their rules.
3) Never turn in your homework. (all though, that one may turn on you)
4) Sharpen your pencil when they are talking.
5) Keep blowing bubbles with your bubble gum and let it pop loudly.
6) Sag your pants.
7) Tell them that their teaching style sucks.
8) Skip class.
9) Constantly ask to leave the room--bathroom, drinks, nurse, locker, etc.....
10) Put your phone on full volume and say "Excuse me, I gotta take this."
11) Text over and over even when they say to put it away, then when they take it file a report for a stolen phone.
12) If they let you eat in class, make sure to leave crumbs, chew loudly, and rattle the bags.
13) "Accidently" spill your water.
14) Play your music when they say you can't.
1) Walk into their class with a bad attitude.
2) Constantly disobey their rules.
3) Never turn in your homework. (all though, that one may turn on you)
4) Sharpen your pencil when they are talking.
5) Keep blowing bubbles with your bubble gum and let it pop loudly.
6) Sag your pants.
7) Tell them that their teaching style sucks.
8) Skip class.
9) Constantly ask to leave the room--bathroom, drinks, nurse, locker, etc.....
10) Put your phone on full volume and say "Excuse me, I gotta take this."
11) Text over and over even when they say to put it away, then when they take it file a report for a stolen phone.
12) If they let you eat in class, make sure to leave crumbs, chew loudly, and rattle the bags.
13) "Accidently" spill your water.
14) Play your music when they say you can't.
ways to annoy your teacher
Have you ever had that teacher that you can't stand? Or that one you've wanted so badly to get revenge on because they gave you a D on the essay you worked a whole 20 minutes on? Here's your guide....
1) walk in class with an attitude
2) talk when they say no
3) leave crumbs if they allow you to eat
4) constantly ask to use the restroom, get a drink, go to your locker or the nurse, etc.
5) never come prepared
6) chew gum and pop the bubbles loudly
7) when your phone rings, say that it's important and you gotta take it
8) when they take your phone, go to the office and file a missing phone report
9) when they say to take a seat tell them that they are not God so therefore, they can't control you
10) turn your homework into a paper airplane when they say to pass it forward
11) sharpen your pencil everytime they try to teach
12) play the drums with your pencils during a test
13) gum on bottom of desks...nuff said
14) write super small
15) ask TOO MANY questions
16) be a smart ass
17) play basketball with your old papers... Bonus points if you make it in
18) fall asleep in class and snore loudly
19) whistle, hum, sing....
20) on fire drills, tell them they must prove there is fire
21) LOL for no reason
22) draw on their board
23) doodle on your desk...in pen (;
24) always be late
25) make up excuses why you couldn't do your homework
26) wear sunglasses and say you have a headache
27) always ask "WHY"
28) photoshop a picture of the teacher doing something embarrassing
29) insist on being Batman
30) make them look stupid by sounding super smart
Try not to get in trouble....
1) walk in class with an attitude
2) talk when they say no
3) leave crumbs if they allow you to eat
4) constantly ask to use the restroom, get a drink, go to your locker or the nurse, etc.
5) never come prepared
6) chew gum and pop the bubbles loudly
7) when your phone rings, say that it's important and you gotta take it
8) when they take your phone, go to the office and file a missing phone report
9) when they say to take a seat tell them that they are not God so therefore, they can't control you
10) turn your homework into a paper airplane when they say to pass it forward
11) sharpen your pencil everytime they try to teach
12) play the drums with your pencils during a test
13) gum on bottom of desks...nuff said
14) write super small
15) ask TOO MANY questions
16) be a smart ass
17) play basketball with your old papers... Bonus points if you make it in
18) fall asleep in class and snore loudly
19) whistle, hum, sing....
20) on fire drills, tell them they must prove there is fire
21) LOL for no reason
22) draw on their board
23) doodle on your desk...in pen (;
24) always be late
25) make up excuses why you couldn't do your homework
26) wear sunglasses and say you have a headache
27) always ask "WHY"
28) photoshop a picture of the teacher doing something embarrassing
29) insist on being Batman
30) make them look stupid by sounding super smart
Try not to get in trouble....
Upcoming posts
So... I'm just finding fun ways to waste time in class. I will be blogging a lot cause I don't have a life, and I think this is pretty fun because you can write about whatever your little phalanges desire. Some of my upcoming blogs will include:
1) Ways to piss off teachers
2) Funny things little kids say/ creepy things they say
3) You know what really grinds my gears
4) Comebacks
5) Religious views VS death metal music
Stay tuned and enjoy!
1) Ways to piss off teachers
2) Funny things little kids say/ creepy things they say
3) You know what really grinds my gears
4) Comebacks
5) Religious views VS death metal music
Stay tuned and enjoy!
Youtubers and Vines
If you are a Youtubeaholic like me, you know exactly who your favorite Youtubers are. My top 4 favorites include:
Stevop
The next Youtuber I will mention is Jeydon Wale. Jeydon is one cute Canadian. He was born female and is now male so he is considered transgendered. I can't tell you how much I love him. He can make me laugh through his videos, I love his music... I love his face. He is also very sensitive and can relate to bullying and suicide. He is probably my all time favorite.
Angel Bloodthirsty....what can I say. I guess you can call her somewhat internet famous. She is beautiful inside and out. I have known her since before she started modeling. Her name is Hayley. I met her 4 years ago, when we both were cheerleaders for the Jr. Cavaliers at Bishop DuBourg. She is funny and has great taste in music. We haven't talked much after, but she is cool and I love the message she sends to her fans; that you can still be beautiful even if you are chubby.
Stevop: I love this guy. His name is Steven Parker, and somehow I became friends with him on Facebook. He seemed like a cool guy so I decided to check out his videos. I LOVEEEEEE THEM! He is hilarious but with dirty humor. He seems really nice from his facebook posts and he is a cutie!
I also love a number of Viners. Especially the guy who always says "I HAVE A QUESTION"
And who doesn't love the grind on me vines? Even the ones who fail.
I need a life......
The Janoskians
Jeydon Wale
Angel BloodthirstyStevop
Now allow me to explain.......
The Janoskians consist of 5 smoking hot guys; Beau, Jai, Luke, James, and Daniel. They live in Australia. They have made a ton of videos. The do Dare Sundays. They have done so many nasty things. Beau, Jai, and Luke are known as the Brooks Brothers. Jai and Luke are twins, but Beau will always be my favorite. They are pretty inappropriate most of the time, but I recommend them. They will make you laugh. Also they make music, but they do not consider themselves a "Boy Band".
The next Youtuber I will mention is Jeydon Wale. Jeydon is one cute Canadian. He was born female and is now male so he is considered transgendered. I can't tell you how much I love him. He can make me laugh through his videos, I love his music... I love his face. He is also very sensitive and can relate to bullying and suicide. He is probably my all time favorite.
Angel Bloodthirsty....what can I say. I guess you can call her somewhat internet famous. She is beautiful inside and out. I have known her since before she started modeling. Her name is Hayley. I met her 4 years ago, when we both were cheerleaders for the Jr. Cavaliers at Bishop DuBourg. She is funny and has great taste in music. We haven't talked much after, but she is cool and I love the message she sends to her fans; that you can still be beautiful even if you are chubby.
Stevop: I love this guy. His name is Steven Parker, and somehow I became friends with him on Facebook. He seemed like a cool guy so I decided to check out his videos. I LOVEEEEEE THEM! He is hilarious but with dirty humor. He seems really nice from his facebook posts and he is a cutie!
I also love a number of Viners. Especially the guy who always says "I HAVE A QUESTION"
And who doesn't love the grind on me vines? Even the ones who fail.
I need a life......
McDonald's
Dear whoever this may concern,
Whenever you visit a McDonalds, make sure they get your order correct. I can NOT tell you how many times they have screwed up my order, or anyone else I have been with for that fact. Tell me why my hot chocolate tastes like glazed donut vodka? I honestly don't understand. Tell me why I asked for an M&M Mcflurry, but they gave me an oreo one. Don't you dare say I'm complaining too much. I paid $1.50 for that meal and I am entitled to my rights to make a complaint. Or what about that time there was a hole in the bottom of my cup? Hmmmm? Explain that one. Or the time they gave me a McChicken when I asked for a chicken SNACK WRAP. They put honey mustard on it when I asked for Chipotle. I could go on and write a series of novels about why McDonalds sucks. Especially their service.... Like why must you roll your eyes at me when I ask for a packet of ketchup? You got something against me?
With great love and regrets,
Kayla
Whenever you visit a McDonalds, make sure they get your order correct. I can NOT tell you how many times they have screwed up my order, or anyone else I have been with for that fact. Tell me why my hot chocolate tastes like glazed donut vodka? I honestly don't understand. Tell me why I asked for an M&M Mcflurry, but they gave me an oreo one. Don't you dare say I'm complaining too much. I paid $1.50 for that meal and I am entitled to my rights to make a complaint. Or what about that time there was a hole in the bottom of my cup? Hmmmm? Explain that one. Or the time they gave me a McChicken when I asked for a chicken SNACK WRAP. They put honey mustard on it when I asked for Chipotle. I could go on and write a series of novels about why McDonalds sucks. Especially their service.... Like why must you roll your eyes at me when I ask for a packet of ketchup? You got something against me?
With great love and regrets,
Kayla
When your day starts off bad....
Have you ever woke up one morning and just thought to yourself....why did I have to wake up this morning? You hop out of bed, putting on a clean t-shirt and some leggings, and rush out the door so you aren't late--again. You get to McDonalds for some breakfast. You order a sweet tea, and they give you a DIET dr. pepper. Not to make me sound like a fatty, but who drinks diet soda? So I stomp into school, with a huge frown on my face. I handed the soda to my friend, and she's like....THANKS BRUH. Enjoy it... The cup of disappointment. I can honestly see why those McDonald's workers can't get a better job. Then I walk to my Creative Writing class, because well why skip and make my day even worse. I sit down and realize, I forgot all 3 of my essays that I typed last night. Then our teacher tells us to go up to the computer lab. Great--stairs.... Thanks Mr. Leftridge.... I sit down and realize that I forgot my headphones. Could this day get any worse? I ask my home girl, Chelsea to borrow hers. She handed them to me and my day got a little better. I started to listen to Luke Bryan, when somehow, automatically, my computer starts to type. I thought at first that an alien apocalypse was starting, but then I realize it was #mr.anticountrymusic. I mean, what can I say? Luke Bryan makes me smile. So then, Mr. Anti-countrymusic, exited out of my Youtube tab and made my day bad again. What if I put on something else, like heavy metal or classic rock... or some 2 chainz. Nah, I mean, the classic rock and heavy metal might work. But that 2 chainz aint happening. Well, I don't know what else to put in my blog, besides Chelsea reading this over my shoulder and laughing. I'm hoping my day gets better when I babysit tonight. Byebye for now.
Tuesday, September 9, 2014
Ouija board of many lies
Imagine you wake up one morning to find a dead girl standing by your bed. Wearing a white dress covered in blood, holding a bloody knife; is this all a dream?
I would like to say yea...
But it's a no.....
So...
What would you do?
Ignore it?
Or wake up to reality?
That there's a...
DEAD GIRL IN YOUR ROOM!!!!!!!!!
Imagine asking her what she wants and suddenly appearing in your living room. Laying on the floor next to a lit candle is a Ouija board. Is this some kind of prank? All you hear is this girl yelling at you that her name is Annie.
You ask the Ouija board....
How old are you?
1-2
You're 12?
Yes
Why are you here?
F-R-I-G-H-T-E-N-E-D
Oh... well marvelous. You go up to your room and have a conversation with this "Annie" girl.
She tells you that she was abandoned in a closet with a headless porcelain doll then murdered on a Sunday while she is in the shower by her own father. She wants to get revenge.
What would you do?
No one believes you....
Your crucifix falls off the wall.
Your life changes completely..
I would like to say yea...
But it's a no.....
So...
What would you do?
Ignore it?
Or wake up to reality?
That there's a...
DEAD GIRL IN YOUR ROOM!!!!!!!!!
Imagine asking her what she wants and suddenly appearing in your living room. Laying on the floor next to a lit candle is a Ouija board. Is this some kind of prank? All you hear is this girl yelling at you that her name is Annie.
You ask the Ouija board....
How old are you?
1-2
You're 12?
Yes
Why are you here?
F-R-I-G-H-T-E-N-E-D
Oh... well marvelous. You go up to your room and have a conversation with this "Annie" girl.
She tells you that she was abandoned in a closet with a headless porcelain doll then murdered on a Sunday while she is in the shower by her own father. She wants to get revenge.
What would you do?
No one believes you....
Your crucifix falls off the wall.
Your life changes completely..
No Matter What, Jake--I promise
Have you ever been in love?
Do you even believe in love?
Especially at 15?
He met me in the park. He had me at hello. He was... perfect. Just by looking at him.. I could tell that he was the one. Call me crazy if you want, call this lust. But trust me, what I felt that day was love. I gave him my number, he texted me right away that night. It was May 18, 2012, 10:02 pm. My eyes lit up like a full moon on Halloween. I just know I was smiling at my phone like a little girl. When I got the text he sent me asking me to see a movie the next day, I thought my heart was going to explode.
That next day he picked me up in his 69 red mustang, and we headed to Ronnies. We ended up just sitting in the cars watching some old cartoon, but we just talked. We found out so much about each other. He took me home and kissed me goodnight. He called me as soon as he got home and we talked for at least four hours. We hung out everyday over the summer. He told me everything, personal stuff, and he promised to keep everything a secret that I told him. Towards the end of July, we took a break until the middle of September because he visited Italy. I didn't think he was coming back but he surprised me on September 15, with 11 red roses and one fake black rose. That night I bought him dinner because it was his 17th birthday. He took me back to his house and he sang me our song, No Matter What Papa Roach while he played me guitar. That night is one night I will never forget. He made me his officially. He asked me to marry him and gave me a promise ring because he couldn't afford an engagement ring.
I texted him the morning of November 11, telling him we needed to talk. He picked me up and took me back to his house. I told him I was pregnant, and surprisingly, he was excited. He kissed me and told me that he couldn't wait until our little one was born. I moved in with him. We found out that it was going to be a boy. We decided Andrew for a name, but we never got to a middle name.
On January 12, 2013, we got into a fight. With our baby on the way, I didn't want him to be responsible with drinking and driving. I told him I would talk to him that weekend. I got a call the next morning saying that he had accidently committed suicide........
I was torn. I couldn't believe this was happening. My love, was gone. I felt like it was my fault.
I lost the baby on Valentines Day that year, how ironic. He wasn't growing properly and had no heartbeat.
Do you even believe in love?
Especially at 15?
He met me in the park. He had me at hello. He was... perfect. Just by looking at him.. I could tell that he was the one. Call me crazy if you want, call this lust. But trust me, what I felt that day was love. I gave him my number, he texted me right away that night. It was May 18, 2012, 10:02 pm. My eyes lit up like a full moon on Halloween. I just know I was smiling at my phone like a little girl. When I got the text he sent me asking me to see a movie the next day, I thought my heart was going to explode.
That next day he picked me up in his 69 red mustang, and we headed to Ronnies. We ended up just sitting in the cars watching some old cartoon, but we just talked. We found out so much about each other. He took me home and kissed me goodnight. He called me as soon as he got home and we talked for at least four hours. We hung out everyday over the summer. He told me everything, personal stuff, and he promised to keep everything a secret that I told him. Towards the end of July, we took a break until the middle of September because he visited Italy. I didn't think he was coming back but he surprised me on September 15, with 11 red roses and one fake black rose. That night I bought him dinner because it was his 17th birthday. He took me back to his house and he sang me our song, No Matter What Papa Roach while he played me guitar. That night is one night I will never forget. He made me his officially. He asked me to marry him and gave me a promise ring because he couldn't afford an engagement ring.
I texted him the morning of November 11, telling him we needed to talk. He picked me up and took me back to his house. I told him I was pregnant, and surprisingly, he was excited. He kissed me and told me that he couldn't wait until our little one was born. I moved in with him. We found out that it was going to be a boy. We decided Andrew for a name, but we never got to a middle name.
On January 12, 2013, we got into a fight. With our baby on the way, I didn't want him to be responsible with drinking and driving. I told him I would talk to him that weekend. I got a call the next morning saying that he had accidently committed suicide........
I was torn. I couldn't believe this was happening. My love, was gone. I felt like it was my fault.
I lost the baby on Valentines Day that year, how ironic. He wasn't growing properly and had no heartbeat.
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
Kit & Kat- a story of two best friends
Have you ever had a friend that you've been so close to that you can finish each others sentences? Have you ever had a friend that you've loved so much that they are like family?
Have you ever had a friend that you've been so close that you can just say one word and bust out laughing because only both you can understand why it's so funny?
Friends come and go, but you will always have that one friend you can count on for anything and everything. There will always be that one person who will be just a phone call away. That person that has your back and you have theirs.
I am talking about my best friend, Alison. It all started back in 8th grade. Well technically, we knew each other in 7th, but we couldn't stand each other. Then at the beginning of 8th grade it all changed when we had 5 out of 7 classes together. It's like we were together all day, everyday. I honestly can't even tell you how we became so close, all I know is that we probably pissed off the teachers by talking in class. We always helped each other with everything (mostly me copying her homework), and we were always there for each other when one of us needed a shoulder to cry on. We have so many memories that will forever remain in our hearts and minds. We have inside jokes that no one else could understand. We argue like sisters, but we manage to stick together. For spring break, 2013, we went to the Mall of America together. That was probably the best few days of my life. We met this waiter, Aaron, who was extremely hot. We went to the amusement park that was in the middle of the mall and we got temporary tattoos. The hotel was also pretty interesting. Especially the pool, that felt like Antarctica. You will never guess how many fun memories we've had. Like the time when we washed her porch, and dried it off with the leaf blower. Or how every time we go to the mall we save up a ton of quarters and get the juicy watermelon gumballs. We have had so many fun times together, I could write for days. Like the time we had a silly string war in my front yard... or all the times she has picked me up to go somewhere. I'm pretty sure the neighbors love hearing her from down the street, blasting Panoramic (bass boosted) at full volume. She knows about all my crazy problems, and there has not been one time that she hasn't been there when I cried. I could not ask for a better friend than Alison. We constantly cuss each other out, but we do it jokingly. I'll never forget the day we got all dressed up and went to Maggianos. Or the time when we went to the Cardinals game together and got yelled at by the old people for using too much "foul language". And who could forget that we always went to homecoming together, and brought our friend, Ethan, along. Or Mr. Stein's French class, sophomore year. What about that time the creepy old guy followed us around Victoria's Secret. I know one day she will be the maid of honor at my wedding. Which I am hoping for a long speech at the reception that brings tears to my eyes. I can't believe she has been my best friend for 4 years now, and hopefully 100 more! Love ya girly!
Have you ever had a friend that you've been so close that you can just say one word and bust out laughing because only both you can understand why it's so funny?
Friends come and go, but you will always have that one friend you can count on for anything and everything. There will always be that one person who will be just a phone call away. That person that has your back and you have theirs.
I am talking about my best friend, Alison. It all started back in 8th grade. Well technically, we knew each other in 7th, but we couldn't stand each other. Then at the beginning of 8th grade it all changed when we had 5 out of 7 classes together. It's like we were together all day, everyday. I honestly can't even tell you how we became so close, all I know is that we probably pissed off the teachers by talking in class. We always helped each other with everything (mostly me copying her homework), and we were always there for each other when one of us needed a shoulder to cry on. We have so many memories that will forever remain in our hearts and minds. We have inside jokes that no one else could understand. We argue like sisters, but we manage to stick together. For spring break, 2013, we went to the Mall of America together. That was probably the best few days of my life. We met this waiter, Aaron, who was extremely hot. We went to the amusement park that was in the middle of the mall and we got temporary tattoos. The hotel was also pretty interesting. Especially the pool, that felt like Antarctica. You will never guess how many fun memories we've had. Like the time when we washed her porch, and dried it off with the leaf blower. Or how every time we go to the mall we save up a ton of quarters and get the juicy watermelon gumballs. We have had so many fun times together, I could write for days. Like the time we had a silly string war in my front yard... or all the times she has picked me up to go somewhere. I'm pretty sure the neighbors love hearing her from down the street, blasting Panoramic (bass boosted) at full volume. She knows about all my crazy problems, and there has not been one time that she hasn't been there when I cried. I could not ask for a better friend than Alison. We constantly cuss each other out, but we do it jokingly. I'll never forget the day we got all dressed up and went to Maggianos. Or the time when we went to the Cardinals game together and got yelled at by the old people for using too much "foul language". And who could forget that we always went to homecoming together, and brought our friend, Ethan, along. Or Mr. Stein's French class, sophomore year. What about that time the creepy old guy followed us around Victoria's Secret. I know one day she will be the maid of honor at my wedding. Which I am hoping for a long speech at the reception that brings tears to my eyes. I can't believe she has been my best friend for 4 years now, and hopefully 100 more! Love ya girly!
Sunday, August 24, 2014
My Top 10 Favorite Movies
First blog for actual school credit...! I'm so excited! I have decided to write about my top ten favorite movies, and why I love them. Here it goes! Enjoy! (:
10) Forest Gump: I love Forest Gump because it tells a great story, and it is kind of made into a comedy. Tom Hanks was perfect for the part of Forest. This movie has a ton of great quotes, such as "Life is like a box of chocolates...." It is also a very inspiring movie.
9) Crazy Stupid Love: I LOVEEEEEEE this movie! It has a ton of amazing actors and actresses. This movie is very confusing at first, but after you watch it a few times, you will love it! And plus, what girl doesn't love seeing Ryan Gosling take off his shirt?
8) Taken: This movie is fantastic, perfect for an action movie. It has a great story, even though most of it is far fetched. Liam Neeson is one of my favorite actors.
7) The Breakfast Club: This movie is a CLASSIC! It is about five students who get a Saturday detention. My favorite quote from the movie is:
"Son?" "Yeah, dad?" "How was your day, son?" "Great, Dad. How's yours?" "Super. Say, how would you like to go fishing this weekend?" "Great, Dad. But I got homework to do.." "That's okay, son. You can do it on the boat." "Gee." "Hun, isn't our son swell?" "Yes, dear. Isn't life swell?" *kiss* ~John Bender
6) Magic Mike: In all honesty, this movie is awful. But hey, it's a great movie for teenage girls to watch during a sleepover... Well you know just skip to the stripping scenes, but I'm not going to admit it. This movie is where Channing Tatum become extremely popular.
5) Finding Nemo: Who doesn't love Nemo? I first saw this movie on my birthday, which I saw with a group of people from this summer camp I went to. I love how Ellen DeGeneres voices Dory.
4) The Last Song: Best movie Miley Cyrus has starred in by far! And Liam Hemsworth? The cast couldn't get any better. Neither could the movie! It is a perfect sad movie. I recommend it.
3) The Conjuring: If you are going to watch The Conjuring, it must be at night. It is the perfect horror film to cuddle up next to your sweetie and watch together... If you and your bae are as sick and twisted as me. I don't understand why people say it's one of the scariest movies ever... I mean I only peed myself 6 times... JOKING. It's honestly not that scary! Except the fact that it is based on a true story. I love this movie because I am really into the paranormal stuff.
2) The Fault In Our Stars: Call me a normal teenage girl going to see a chick flick, but hey my guy friend saw it and he cried more than I did. I am currently reading the book, and even the book has me in tears. I recommend this movie, and the book for that matter. Just make sure you bring 2 boxes of tissues.
1) We're the Millers: What's not to love about this movie? It's hysterical, but I would not recommend watching it with a little kid. What's not to love about getting away with drug smuggling? Not that I do it... JK. But this movie is going to be a classic.
BONUS!!!!!
The Parent Trap: This is one of my favorite movies of all time! The best movie Lindsey Lohan has been in before she went all psycho.
10) Forest Gump: I love Forest Gump because it tells a great story, and it is kind of made into a comedy. Tom Hanks was perfect for the part of Forest. This movie has a ton of great quotes, such as "Life is like a box of chocolates...." It is also a very inspiring movie.
9) Crazy Stupid Love: I LOVEEEEEEE this movie! It has a ton of amazing actors and actresses. This movie is very confusing at first, but after you watch it a few times, you will love it! And plus, what girl doesn't love seeing Ryan Gosling take off his shirt?
8) Taken: This movie is fantastic, perfect for an action movie. It has a great story, even though most of it is far fetched. Liam Neeson is one of my favorite actors.
7) The Breakfast Club: This movie is a CLASSIC! It is about five students who get a Saturday detention. My favorite quote from the movie is:
"Son?" "Yeah, dad?" "How was your day, son?" "Great, Dad. How's yours?" "Super. Say, how would you like to go fishing this weekend?" "Great, Dad. But I got homework to do.." "That's okay, son. You can do it on the boat." "Gee." "Hun, isn't our son swell?" "Yes, dear. Isn't life swell?" *kiss* ~John Bender
6) Magic Mike: In all honesty, this movie is awful. But hey, it's a great movie for teenage girls to watch during a sleepover... Well you know just skip to the stripping scenes, but I'm not going to admit it. This movie is where Channing Tatum become extremely popular.
5) Finding Nemo: Who doesn't love Nemo? I first saw this movie on my birthday, which I saw with a group of people from this summer camp I went to. I love how Ellen DeGeneres voices Dory.
4) The Last Song: Best movie Miley Cyrus has starred in by far! And Liam Hemsworth? The cast couldn't get any better. Neither could the movie! It is a perfect sad movie. I recommend it.
3) The Conjuring: If you are going to watch The Conjuring, it must be at night. It is the perfect horror film to cuddle up next to your sweetie and watch together... If you and your bae are as sick and twisted as me. I don't understand why people say it's one of the scariest movies ever... I mean I only peed myself 6 times... JOKING. It's honestly not that scary! Except the fact that it is based on a true story. I love this movie because I am really into the paranormal stuff.
2) The Fault In Our Stars: Call me a normal teenage girl going to see a chick flick, but hey my guy friend saw it and he cried more than I did. I am currently reading the book, and even the book has me in tears. I recommend this movie, and the book for that matter. Just make sure you bring 2 boxes of tissues.
1) We're the Millers: What's not to love about this movie? It's hysterical, but I would not recommend watching it with a little kid. What's not to love about getting away with drug smuggling? Not that I do it... JK. But this movie is going to be a classic.
BONUS!!!!!
The Parent Trap: This is one of my favorite movies of all time! The best movie Lindsey Lohan has been in before she went all psycho.
Saturday, August 23, 2014
First Blog Ever
This is my test blog. Blogging is gnarly. I hate gnarly. So... I'll be back. DEUCES (:
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