November 1st, 2014

Before I get into what's going on Saturday, I just have to say the senior line dance this year is amazing... like AMAZING AMAZING....! I wish it could be longer though :( For Halloween this year I'm going to be an identity thief.

Anyways... so Saturday.... November 1st...
1st off... it's the dance. I'm gonna see Mikey... I'm a little nervous that I will completely fall in love with him again... well I haven't really stopped loving him to be honest. I hope he feels the same.. because I won't be able to go through a heartbreak.. I haven't felt like this before...
2nd thing: It will be 2 years that Mitch Lucker has been dead. I love Mitch... his music...everything. He was one of my all time favorite band members. Fuck you pole that he crashed into. It's gonna be hard. Rest in peace </3 Your family, friends, and fans miss you like crazy. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO JUST GO FUCKING NUTS!!!!! I hope we hear your stomping :)
3rd and final thing....
It will be one year that I met my best friend!
On November 1st, 2013 I was on Facebook on a Mitch Lucker fan page. There was a picture of Mitch Lucker's grave... with comments from a bunch of fans...and haters... I was reading through some of the comments when I came across an online fight. This girl named Taylor, had commented how much she loved Mitch and his band Suicide Silence and stuff like how she felt bad for his family and stuff. This rude asshole commented telling Taylor to follow in her hero's (Mitch) lyrics... His comment said "If you're so upset about it.. do as your hero said... PULL THE TRIGGER, BITCH! I thought that was awfully rude. Normally I wouldn't jump into it.. but this gave me a certain feeling. I felt like I really needed to do something. I reported the comments to Facebook and I messaged this Taylor girl. I had NO idea who she was, but I couldn't let some random asshole talk to her like that, because I know how it feels. I messaged her just to say how bad I felt and I'm here if she needed to talk and to just ignore that guy. She replied explaining to me that she was thinking about doing something she would regret.. and how I saved her. I felt so amazing about that. To this day, Taylor and I are still best friends and we have never met. I love you Taylor!!!!!

the doors that spin, sleepwalking, and .... justice

I really love those spinning doors.
I was watching We're the Millers the other day and woah... it gets funnier every time.
Last night I saw a dove in my room in a cage but im like wtf we don't have a dove. Then I kept smelling blueberry pie.. but it was 11 pm. I got so confused.

Idk what to name this.....

So a lot has been going on lately. I just can't seem to remember anything. Possible concussion.... oops. My boyfriend broke up with me a week ago.... for no reason. But he's coming to the dance on Saturday so we will see where it goes from there.
I just saw Chelsea was reading my last blog and I already told you about the break up.. see I clearly don't remember anything and I am too lazy to delete the previous paragraph.
I cannot be the only one who cried when I heard about Oscar Taveras passing. He was so young and had a great future ahead of him. I feel so bad for the Cardinals... losing a team member is like losing a family member. Rest in peace </3